... and cath’o’(w)hole’lic(k) §i had many a(n) U.N.’happy hour’ discussing ‘differences’ between ‘Branded’ &/or unbranded cof(fe)es (or was it, even actually, ‘BakedBeans’?!) ... NeverMind ...
Zarina (ak’ma ... transliterarated... as Zed(notZee) a far from un(n)eces(s)art’y (Brit)letter ... which I wud like 2 send (b4 I die) but I do not have @ ‘proper’ form/ideal(platonic) ad(d)less 4 her ...)
& as [‘quake.h’r] Alison ‘saw’ (or might/may’ve/of) all those years (more or less 40!) ago ... all bin colleXion (‘wheelie’/real-IE or ‘other’-“wise/whyZ?” ... was/is/willB. a (platonic ideal?) ‘form’ of ‘re-cycling’ ... & largely/Little(E) a ‘thank-less/lass’ task/‘effort’ ... so’t goes, p.st. X ...
A life of 1oneoff .. ‘rambling’ ... one1hit’wonders’ : ... the 1one rugby union ‘try’ I scored @ ‘senior’ school (... the ‘pattern’ opens up ... & one/I runs/walks into ‘I.T’ ...) ... the one/1 ‘game’ I played for the ‘junior’ school football/soccer team ... the one time I played for St. Cuth’s cricket team ... the one time I won a rowing race with St.Cuth’s 4Bs ... etc ... the one time I helped a woman to ‘orgasm’ (thanX Cath., sorrY Suzi) ... ... otherwise, like TheElephantMan/JohnMerrick(sp?) I (as an E.T.) was mostly a BY-STANDer in the (human) BUSYness of ‘living’ ...
... the one time I played for st.cuthbert’s b.football/soccer team (‘we’ lost, i seem to re-call) ... the one time I had a ‘pre-mature’ FRONT-PAGE LEAD ...
‘Alison Little (Xpress.parl.hackette)2025’: ... I don’t recogniZe most of the back-benchers ... Cath.o’kelly: ... I have a busy life, &’ve moved on ... phil.t(b*witched): ... c’est la vie ...
and ... alan.t ... and alan.n. ... and nader ... and roger ... 'knew' (new[s]) that i did not want to live in their/there 'utopia[s]' ... because ... i'd b.'persecuted' as a 'minority' of 'one' ...
pt: ... you’ve made a ‘mockery’ of my ‘life’s work’ ... (as I said to the ‘skaffolders’, some months(‘years’?!) A.Go) .., The Scaffold: ... is that not ‘true’ o’all? ...
... some ‘poor’ ‘bastard’(sic) “DIED” falling off ‘scaffolding’ ... 65 ‘st’(sic) cuthbert’s Avenue .., so many ‘years ago ... (in)les(s)t “we” ‘forget’ ...’
... ‘ helped a woman to “orgasm”’ ... but was\woZ she (like all/most humans?) mostly/almost always ‘fak(e)ing it?! ... NeverMind, nivarna, this ‘smells’ like a tennage tennis player complaining about B(ody).O(dour). ... coming from the ‘spirited ‘ /Sprite(tm) ‘opponent’ ... see/sea/c./C./SinEstEC.A. ... sight ... hearing ... smell ... taste ... touch(ie)\feel(ie) ... In ‘other’ words ... Catherine Anne Elizabeth O’Kelly (I never stopped loving her, but there were limits ...): ... I have a busy life, and have moved on ...
I crash-landed on this planet (Earth) in 1962/3 during TheCube(2n)Missile’Crisis ... I liked the look of ‘humanity’ ... but ‘lost my faith’ as time ‘wore\war on’ ... ENTROPY(=‘things fall apart...) ?
I had never (& never would) seen/(saw) ‘the”truemanshow’, but I.T. seemed 2b the ‘reality’(sic) in w hich/witch I (seam’d2live) ...& ... ‘wotWOZthe’weak’r’SEX2do?! ... leave ‘it’ to father, son, (male-principal’d) wholly/holy (give up the) ‘ghost’?!
I had never (& never would) seen/(saw) ‘the”truemanshow’, but I.T. seemed 2b the ‘reality’(sic) in w hich/witch I (seam’d2live) ...& ... ‘wotWOZthe’weak’r’SEX2do?! ... leave ‘it’ to father, son, (male-principal’d) wholly/holy (give up the) ‘ghost’?!
... & ‘they’ had military parades/displays (& even/oddly ‘parties’)to ‘celebrate victory’ in a war some/sum 80 years ago ... (was it not better to ‘quietly regret’ all the ‘“unnecessary”(?) death and suffering?! ...
... & I grew/grow’d ‘up’ wIth a male-‘abusing’ mother(figure) ...& a ‘passive-aggressive’ father(figure) ... what ‘sort’ o’’man” was that going to make me?! ...
... and ‘they’ said i(=I off me’d) was ‘paraniod’ ... while behaving in ever more ‘paranoid’ § ‘scizoid’ (krayZee?) behaviour patterns/dramas THEMselves ... ‘neverMIND’ ... Monday Morning was Bede Mental Health Hospital.s.tyneside ‘intensive’ unit ... before ...
... the agoniZing ‘slow-ness(I.e.)’ in which Stephen/even Hawkins ‘communiKated’ with the rest of (the) humanity/universe... (There were no QuickFixes...)
... so ... I kept ‘returning’ to the Durham ‘muZes’ ( ... Catherine ... Alison ... etc ...) & the (all that was Greek 2/to me) so-called ‘pre-Socratic’ philosophers (... Empedocles ... Parmenides ... HeraClit(or)Us ... etc ...) ... ‘because’ ... 4/for(play?) ... all the ‘advances’/‘complexities’ that which/witch(Es) had occurred/happened since ‘then’ ... never-mind ...
... MagPies ‘mate’ 4 ‘life’ ... but was it with ... Susan ... or Catherine ... (or Alison ... or Mary ... or Zarina) .,,📸
ReplyDeleteZarina (ak’ma ... transliterarated... as Zed(notZee) a far from un(n)eces(s)art’y (Brit)letter ... which I wud like 2 send (b4 I die) but I do not have @ ‘proper’ form/ideal(platonic) ad(d)less 4 her ...)
ReplyDelete& as [‘quake.h’r] Alison ‘saw’ (or might/may’ve/of) all those years (more or less 40!) ago ... all bin colleXion (‘wheelie’/real-IE or ‘other’-“wise/whyZ?” ... was/is/willB. a (platonic ideal?) ‘form’ of ‘re-cycling’ ... & largely/Little(E) a ‘thank-less/lass’ task/‘effort’ ... so’t goes, p.st. X ...
ReplyDeleteA life of 1oneoff .. ‘rambling’ ... one1hit’wonders’ : ... the 1one rugby union ‘try’ I scored @ ‘senior’ school (... the ‘pattern’ opens up ... & one/I runs/walks into ‘I.T’ ...) ... the one/1 ‘game’ I played for the ‘junior’ school football/soccer team ... the one time I played for St. Cuth’s cricket team ... the one time I won a rowing race with St.Cuth’s 4Bs ... etc ... the one time I helped a woman to ‘orgasm’ (thanX Cath., sorrY Suzi) ...
ReplyDelete... otherwise, like TheElephantMan/JohnMerrick(sp?) I (as an E.T.) was mostly a BY-STANDer in the (human) BUSYness of ‘living’ ...
... the one time I played for st.cuthbert’s b.football/soccer team (‘we’ lost, i seem to re-call) ... the one time I had a ‘pre-mature’ FRONT-PAGE LEAD ...
DeleteTalkin’’eads: ... once in a life-time ... (?!) ...
Delete‘Alison Little (Xpress.parl.hackette)2025’: ... I don’t recogniZe most of the back-benchers ...
DeleteCath.o’kelly: ... I have a busy life, &’ve moved on ...
phil.t(b*witched): ... c’est la vie ...
and ... alan.t ... and alan.n. ... and nader ... and roger ... 'knew' (new[s]) that i did not want to live in their/there 'utopia[s]' ... because ... i'd b.'persecuted' as a 'minority' of 'one' ...
Delete... ”Rembrandt(‘s)’” (spelling?)\(old(e)/young) “Friend(‘s)s’?”(meeting?)house(Z)?! ...
Delete... ‘sublime’IN.al’s’ ... football ... boxing ... pornOgraphy ... ‘petty’(seeming) ways of diverting the ‘worst’ o’HUMANITY (war, racism, etc) towards ‘more civiliZ’d ‘forms’ of (‘platonic’?) ‘dis-course’ ....
Delete‘sublime’IN.al’s’ =(?) ‘highs’ out o’’lows’?
Deletept: ... you’ve made a ‘mockery’ of my ‘life’s work’ ... (as I said to the ‘skaffolders’, some months(‘years’?!) A.Go) ..,
DeleteThe Scaffold: ... is that not ‘true’ o’all? ...
... some ‘poor’ ‘bastard’(sic) “DIED” falling off ‘scaffolding’ ... 65 ‘st’(sic) cuthbert’s Avenue .., so many ‘years ago ... (in)les(s)t “we” ‘forget’ ...’
DeleteI = i don’t “trust” them ... they will always seek to gain some “advantage” o’erU ...
Delete... ‘ helped a woman to “orgasm”’ ... but was\woZ she (like all/most humans?) mostly/almost always ‘fak(e)ing it?!
ReplyDelete... NeverMind, nivarna, this ‘smells’ like a tennage tennis player complaining about B(ody).O(dour). ... coming from the ‘spirited ‘ /Sprite(tm) ‘opponent’ ... see/sea/c./C./SinEstEC.A. ... sight ... hearing ... smell ... taste ... touch(ie)\feel(ie) ...
In ‘other’ words ...
Catherine Anne Elizabeth O’Kelly (I never stopped loving her, but there were limits ...): ... I have a busy life, and have moved on ...
... § what/wot if ‘Father,Son,&(male)HolyGhoust(sp?)’were 2 have a FemalePrinceC’palled “2nd ‘coming’”’ ... or/and ‘even/oddly’B.’transvestite’/‘tranZsexual’/‘male lesbian’ (contraDickXionInterms?trans...?)
ReplyDeleteI crash-landed on this planet (Earth) in 1962/3 during TheCube(2n)Missile’Crisis ... I liked the look of ‘humanity’ ... but ‘lost my faith’ as time ‘wore\war on’ ... ENTROPY(=‘things fall apart...) ?
ReplyDeleteI had never (& never would) seen/(saw) ‘the”truemanshow’, but I.T. seemed 2b the ‘reality’(sic) in w hich/witch I (seam’d2live) ...& ... ‘wotWOZthe’weak’r’SEX2do?! ... leave ‘it’ to father, son, (male-principal’d) wholly/holy (give up the) ‘ghost’?!
ReplyDeleteI had never (& never would) seen/(saw) ‘the”truemanshow’, but I.T. seemed 2b the ‘reality’(sic) in w hich/witch I (seam’d2live) ...& ... ‘wotWOZthe’weak’r’SEX2do?! ... leave ‘it’ to father, son, (male-principal’d) wholly/holy (give up the) ‘ghost’?!
ReplyDelete... & ‘they’ had military parades/displays (& even/oddly ‘parties’)to ‘celebrate victory’ in a war some/sum 80 years ago ... (was it not better to ‘quietly regret’ all the ‘“unnecessary”(?) death and suffering?! ...
ReplyDelete... & I grew/grow’d ‘up’ wIth a male-‘abusing’ mother(figure) ...& a ‘passive-aggressive’ father(figure) ... what ‘sort’ o’’man” was that going to make me?! ...
ReplyDeleteWho is afraid of Virginia wolf?!
ReplyDelete,,, ‘hey! Swampy! .,,,
ReplyDelete... it ... that ... there ...
ReplyDelete... and ‘they’ said i(=I off me’d) was ‘paraniod’ ... while behaving in ever more ‘paranoid’ § ‘scizoid’ (krayZee?) behaviour patterns/dramas THEMselves ... ‘neverMIND’ ... Monday Morning was Bede Mental Health Hospital.s.tyneside ‘intensive’ unit ... before ...
ReplyDelete... the agoniZing ‘slow-ness(I.e.)’ in which Stephen/even Hawkins ‘communiKated’ with the rest of (the) humanity/universe... (There were no QuickFixes...)
ReplyDelete... so ... I kept ‘returning’ to the Durham ‘muZes’ ( ... Catherine ... Alison ... etc ...) & the (all that was Greek 2/to me) so-called ‘pre-Socratic’ philosophers (... Empedocles ... Parmenides ... HeraClit(or)Us ... etc ...) ... ‘because’ ... 4/for(play?) ... all the ‘advances’/‘complexities’ that which/witch(Es) had occurred/happened since ‘then’ ... never-mind ...
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